Bittersweet Life...

Monday, August 30, 2004

yes... blogging once again. got time, so curi2 je lah time to blog. ok juz got back frm sch. had been a really tiring day, serious. well, i noe u guys dun wanna be bored to death bout my daily mundane sch routine, but i juz havta blog it. coz, till i find something else to talk bout, u'll juz havta be entertained by my entry bout my life. so here goes...

started off the day with a talk with 2 of my sec 2 cadets. they kinda have some probs, and they come to me, even after i stepped down. they told me tt they trusted me and im reliable... hehe... see, im not tt bad afterall ya noe? hehe... ok, yeah, they shared their stuff, then it was start of curriculum. well, first up, bio. mdm su was absolutely mad at us. reason? coz we didnt put in our upmost effort 4 the prac exam. i got 39/80... juz FAILED! haiz.... dunno wat to feel. i gotta admit tt i didnt really studied, but at least i did ya noe. i wanna feel disappointed, but i noe i shouldnt coz it was my fault tt i didnt put in tt much more effort. wat else.... oh yeah, wanna feel happy, but the point is tt i failed. so i muz some sort of a freak if im joyous of my failure. git back my a math paper too... my, ms yong really a speed marker. again, i got 39/80. this, i can be ensured, tt im happy bout it. positive motivation 4 me... c'mon nurul... u can do it. for those who didnt do well for the paper, cheer up. worst case scenario: u dun come 4 da paper lah... simplez! erm.... recess was boring. some ppl took up the space at our norm sittin place... go away! u'r not wanted!!! argh.... socail studies was alrite. mdm gill like dun give a damn whether we do our wok or not... hehe. wow.. but i have the feeling tt she muz have tt nagging need to yell at us.. hehe. phy was boring... got back paper as well. and yes, once again, i failed. so it seems tt i kinda failed most of my subj. am i great or wat? awesome attitude 4 the upcomin Os.... anyone of u ppl who would like to join me back in pathetic prison-like siglap sec again next, feel free to follow my style of studyin. well, crappin shit here... haiz. ill stop.. shant elaborate abt the eng enrichmt prog... crappy stuff... the teacher was like so boring... ok. ill stop.

took bus home with ema and rash... hehe. ema and i coincedently found out tt we have sorta the same nick name in pri sch. she was being called coconut... and i was being the same name too. hehe... wat a discovery. well, it wont like concern u ppl, so i understand y u wont be understand. moving on... ema was dissing and pickin on guys. yes, didnt matter whether we like waiting 4 da bus or in the bus. guess she's really stress... dun blame her though. hehe....when i was abt to alight the bus at my bus stop, andy boarded the bus. hehe... understand understood lah.. he's changed so much. well, kinda gd 4 him. but, he's like kinda too influenced with the relationship. not trying to say anything, but well, he's changed. not gonna say anyhting else...shhh...

ema, suz and liya was like baby talking to each other... and i tell ya, it is doublely and triplely irritating... ewww... well, stop it k gals? it's very.... dunno lah. last words... SYAREAL HAS THE HOTS 4 AD.... hehe....he juz didnt wanted to admit it. but y mus he like mention bout it so much in his entry? hehe....

and to farn: dun do wat u did to me during the break... it's kinda teperanjat. takde kerje lain eh??

~envy is an illegal emotion. longing is even more dangerous than envy~. *ahem... mr retard, u should wat i mean*

Smashed into pieces at 8/30/2004 05:24:00 PM